Bjork White
Jaeaxe
ATS/SMSS/NYJC/NUS wannabe
0724
glassicallyredifined__T_T@hotmail.com
loves indie rock music.
loves melancholic nice pictures
enjoys being loved=D

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I'm really upset now.
I always thought teaching Primary 1
Chinese would be a piece of cake
Not only is it not, it's an entire
pile of rocks I have to
friggin' overcome.
I HATE MY JOB!!!
Why can't children just pay attention?!?!
At first it went excellent, she was the
model student
then her enthusiasm turned
into sudden
hyperactiveness
crazy, running about...
It doth kills.
especially when I had to cut short my wonderful day
then face the darn craziness.
Yes, I do earn the money at the end of the day.
But if this is how it's gonna feel,
I'd rather never tuition people again.
It's not like trying to explain something
which the child does not understand
but is willing to lear.
It's absolutely different
She's young
She can't understand
blah blah blah
reasons I give myself to keep from entering the anger realm.
No, you know what?
I'm not even angry
I'm just a bit resigned.
jaded.
I can't do anything.
and there is that stupid dog
scaring and embarrassing me at the
teeniest presence of it.
I HATE the hair dropping-ugly-scratchy li'l dog!!!
I want to cry.

SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE find me a job that pays more than 60 bucks per month
and it's real real simple.
impossible task?
I think so...=(
I really, can't help it.
I actually wonder myself,
what the hell is wrong with me.
But I don't quite know...
And I feel so forgotten suddenly
like, the breeze has erased me off.......

the only hopeful energiser,
the elephant song.

... written on 2007-06-21 at 5:55 p.m.

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